Happy

What does this word mean? "Happy" I mean I know what it means in the dictionary but what does it really mean? And is life really just the pursuit of happiness? Does anyone ever find it? I really need to know like really lol cause I mean why go through all the bullshit of life if you never really find happiness? And how do you know when you find it? I mean idk what pure bliss feels like but is that what you feel when you find it? I have so many questions about this, but it's only because I'm still waiting or still on my pursuit for happiness...I guess.

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